Tuesday, May 3, 2016

takut aku dengan perangai pelik dia!

this few days dia sangat pelik. dia? dia tu siapa? dia tu bukan sorang but a few people. yes, can be consider as my classmates. this sem i think a lot of things changed. sometimes it changed without i realised XD

offcourse, aku dapat rasakan bila ada org yg makin rapat and makin jauh ngan aku. sebenarnya tak dapat rasakan sgt pun :/ so let me tell u one by one. this A suddenly send me a picture. in that picture there was two icon of girl and caption "TAG YOUR BESTFRIEND". she send it to me thorugh ws said that because the picture is in facebook and i didn't have an acoount on fb. so she send it though personal ws. next, about B, she always snapping pictures with me, just the two of us. if someone do a photobomb she will ask for another picture. haha she once said "i know i'm not your bestfriend like you and blablabla" but then in interpart when taing picture, she said it was bestie selfie! how about C? C is someone that i always text but not that much talking in real life. well he said i'm his friend and his bestfriend. i'm almost laughing so hard to hear that! D! erm D is a bit complicated. she threw me away and take me back. but sorry i won't be harsh yet not be so well with you. u tend to take me towards you but i want to repel. unfortunately, i don't know how. my bad my bad... E is someone that once close to me but not really now. i heard so many from others and she texted me about a lot of things. well, the game is now that what she asked me about that she already done. so what's the point of asking me? helloooo???? by almost of all i well comfort with F. but the things is just not as the same as before :{  maybe lastly is G? hahaha she said that she always feel comfort when talking to me and thankful for lending my ear to her, by side that she afraid to tell to someone that she close.

instead of them, i also have stories about my geng from highschool. it was suprisingly someone that u feel like she just a shadow of your schoolmates can remember so much things about you, what do you guys always do together, even something that so tiny, she remembered! but i am a very very bad friend. i didn't remember any of that all. so bad.. my bad my bad... i was close with this A and B. but at the same time i also close with B and C. how complicated that A, B, C and me can't be together... we have tried, but A and C can't go well together.

to my roommate, which one do you think you are? are you included in this story or not? haha :P
sorry for being such a bad rm and always left u alone sobsobs ;{

i dont know which i am..but i think c is a boy.hahahahhuhuhuhhohoho...yeah of coz u will feel afraid with perangai pelik your friend. well..this is life beb...take this sitution or whatever as your experience. i know u can my dear rm,friend and etc.ngeh2.
kwenchana...i dont think u r bad rm..but sometime u r emo rm.hohohoho  maybe u stress. biasalah ditinggalkan tu...mcm aq x pernh tinggalkan org..hihihihi..in future u all will leave me here..hukhukhukhuk...and of course i had to accept it dgn paksa rela...
not everyone will stay with us just like a singer sang "kau datang dan pergi lalalalala" (i dont know the title n who sang it)
but sometimes honestly i said..i am afraid with my future.. :(
i hope we still friend eventhough dh hbih diploma.. do yr best my friend in final examination and especially in your life. think positive..sorry if i make u sad,tersisih or whatever that make angry n geram n sakit hati. hahahahaha..


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