the heart wants what it wants

Ain't it sad to do something that u want but u cant do anything about it... And being left just like that... If i can go alone and have that courage, yeah i will . But this is not my way, not my world, i'm afraid in this world, i didnt used to it. I'm afraid even i want it . And i dont do that , and i regret , and just though everyday that i could go that day, but i'm not. but the hearts wants what it wants.