22/8/2015

Without knowing what to say, but it hurts me a lot act,. For feeling alone and being ignored by else. Remembered me how am i supposed to live here, since back then i need friend. Yeah friend to hold my back. I need that someone and i'm about thinking in pain when i'm on that over jealousy cant see them together being happy. And im here? Alone and quiet . Just music accompany my night endlessly. And i hate them ! After few while, ingatkan balik diri sendiri knapa dtg sini? Niat nak study kan... So? Tak kisahlah apa org nak buat blkg kau or papepun u must be strong girl! aku tau kau tak sabar nak habis dip kan :) enjoy ur life now babe, appreciate org sekeliling kau cause u may missin' them like crazy one day . Jgn lupa org yg dh tlg kau, yg dgr crita kau apa sume slama ni! Pahit manis suka duka kau dah lalui kan, be cool babe, jgn jadi lembik sgt! Prove them ! Whatever it is jgn putus asa. Fokus study tu yg penting . Aku nk kau berjaya even takde org nak support kau and anggap kau boleh buat semua benda sendiri even u know u're not but trust me, u have to try. People did said, kau takyah blajar pun dah pandai, kau blajar last minute pun still blh buat, kata je tak boleh buat time exam, tapi result hurm . org tak prnh percaya kau tak study lagi . Org tak caye kalau kau tak reti buat hw . But in deep u cry so hard silently inside. Just need time to burst . Kau rasa org tak prnh percaya ckp kau and u feel burdened. Org anggap kau blh buat sumenye. Kau faham each of that thing . But u, urself, u know ur limit, u know how hard to study, u know how tired u are. U tired hearing all that things. U hate it. But u can do nothing about it. U are about to burst. But who is going to believe u? No one. There's no one .