speechless in action

idk if i made a true decisions. she is so matured. but me? what do she looks in me? i'm not beautiful. i'm not thin such you. i'm not a perfect one that anyone will like. sometimes i feel i don't deserve a friend such you. i feel deceive. act, i notice that u try to be close to me. idk what ur true intention. oughhh . just speechless . #everydayextraordinary